It feels weird to rekindle a fire that's already slathered with fire extinguishing materials. Like finding your way home where you are not welcome anymore, where strangers already dominate your comfort zone. Where you feel out-of-place somewhere you call your home.
So here is a picture of me ----as a reminder of my struggle---, while in limbo trying to revive the mountainlust that previously shaped my life, before I sunk to what I am now. (Dec. 2015)
|Sniffing sulfur and getting high on the fact that I just missed the "blue fire" |
by a few streaks of daylight..... #Ijencrater
No matter what, I'll retrace my step back. Claim my domain. Fight for my pseudo-existence. Where I am now came with a price, and that is giving up my past old self. But as resilient as I was known to be, I will prove that I can have both.
Folks, this is BPS (and her unhindered opinions)......signing in.